you are part of my thoughts almost everyday ever since then.
why how what who when where.
im afraid to express how i feel, afraid of the response i'd get.
afraid of this, afraid of that. oh buddha.
from talking to nothing. from nothing to thinking. from thinking to saddening.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh crap.
i care. really still do. but but but. just soo much buts. just so much of my selfishness. and seriously, i think i lost my guts, my courage. oh hell. imy.

on a lighter note, at least i have my teevee series,work,tuition to keep me occupied.
and of course, some of you out there with me. (: i am contented, i am happy.
but, i just cant get over it.

hmm. going for ntu interview tmr. for my MATHEMATICS course. haha. the person called while i was still napping. dang. haha. wish me luck! (:

a day to know you, a lifetime to forget you.