sunday was a good day.
woke up at 9 just to find myself falling back in bed till 1pm.
haha. had a good deal of sleep.
took mrt, and there i am at the muaythai workshop.
took attendence of the participants.
and went on the course. discipline. (:
kids learn discipline. its cute.
suddenly realise guys who fight are kinda cute. HAHA. whatever.
anyw. yeah, just a short 2 hour course.
so went home after that.
initially wanna to go for a run, but but but.
i never keep my promises, so from now on, i wont promise anyone anymore.
haha! so lazed at home. watched tennis.
caught the wimbledon finals for MENS.
was for fed. but. shant say more for the sake of mel!
cheer up lil girl! and yah. the night ended!
monday monday.
worked. went to attend my uncle's death 1 year anni praying session.
watched hancock with sean. pretty cool show. ((:
then back home with my tv tv tv and travelmate. haha!
well well, life's been rather mono these days. i need something to spike life up!
want to be back in those super busy, super tired kinda life. where commitments are all over me.
where i can study (oh gut, i miss studying, seriously.)
im kinda excited that school's starting again. am gonna be thrown into a new pool with new molecules.
but yet again, im a lil afraid. been long since i was super enthu kind. have toned down ever since then.
no longer as energetic, perhaps its due to these prolonged periods of slacking.
starting afresh is sometimes quite a task, but yet, something i really look forward too.
these days, have been thinking alot. i've concluded that lesson 2 has ended for me and i've learnt.
learnt how to rmb the happy memories and not the sad ones.
learnt how to not hold on too tightly to things i have.
learnt how to handle my emotions better.
learnt how to allow space and gaps.
learnt how to think wisely.
learnt how to let go.
afterall, life's short. i dont even know if i can live past tmr.
what if i wake up tmr to find out that i've some cancer.
i just hope those who i really treasure knows i really do treasure them.
and that you who still owes me porridge with minced meat & beansprout, who if, still reads my blog, that yup, i'd always be there if you need me. just be happy and take great care.
life needs me to move on. i will learn to try out new options.
i used to be very narrow-minded. but i think i have to let myself learn how to take up all sorts of challenges.
open myself up to different stuffs, so i can decide better. what i really want.
just felt like sharing. oh yeah. shareholder, am so gonna see you sooooooooooooooooooooooon in that ntu in that uoc camp on that 20th! (((:
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
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