Monday, March 17, 2008

hello diary.
was looking thru much things these days.
thinking about the past.
everything i once had.
things i had lost. things i have gained.
people around me.
how i grew up. and what i wanted.
so much so much.
haha. am having such a mixed feeling now.
feels good thou.
spent sometime with myself yesterday,
hear myself speak. hear myself think.
i dont really need anyone now. but neither do i want to lose anyone.
so. dont leave me yeah? sorry for everything. i know it means nth. but i really dont know what i should do.i just hope, really hope, one day. all will be fine again.and we'd watch teevee together again. and send each other some stupid messages to make each other smile dumbly at our phones. dont forget we still have a date to have tea together 59 years later. (: sorry. im dumb. really dumb.
on a lighter note,i realised im not spending enough time with myself.
haha. so siewhuai, im gonna spend more time with you. (:
promised. (: life goes on.
am tutoring 7 kids now.! haha. and that makes me a SNOW WHITE. with my 7 dwarfs. haha! LOL. kids kids kids. WORK WORK WORK. tuition tuition tuition. (:

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