haha. just felt like blogging. been kinda into sjab recently, getting a hang of training and stuffs. haha. proud to still be able to help out in the place that grew me up. haha. (:
every since end of A's, life's been rather cool for me. life gave me some things i've once lost but took some away from me. but i guess im still handling all well. thou its kinda hard to accept what is lost, cause its sth you once held soo close to. haha. well, its life bah. life goes on. change is a constant. while i fight to handle my emotions well, i will also learn and grow. but i gotta agree with something i nv did in the past, and that is how important my family means to me.
saw this story. rather meaningful. so just wanted to share... (:

a young lady was waiting for her flight in the boarding room of a big airport. as she would need to wati for quite some time, she decided to buy a book to spend her time, she also bought a packet of cookies. she sat down in an armchair,in the vip room of the airport of rest and read in peace. beside the armchair where the packet of cookies lay, a man sat down in the next seat, opened his magazine and started reading.
when she took out the first cookie,the man took one also. she felt irritated but said nothing. she just thought: what a nerve! if i was in the mood i would punch him for daring.
for each cookie she took, the man took one. this was infuriationg her but she did't want to cause a scene. when only one cookie remained,she though: ahh..what thi abusive man do now? then, the man taking the last cookie,divided it into half,giving her one half. AH. THAT WAS TOO MUCH. she was much too angry now! in a huff, she took her book, her things and stormed to the boarding place.
When she sat down in her seat,inside the plane,she looked into her purse to take her eyeglasses,and to her surprise, her packet of cookies was there, untouched,unopened.
She felt so ashamed. she realized that she was wrong, she had forgotten that her cookies were kept in her purse.
The man had divided his cookies with her without feeling angered or bitter..while she had been very angry thinking that she was dividing her cookies with him.And now there was no chance to explain herself...nor to apologize.
IN LIFE, THERE ARE 4 THINGS ONE CANNOT RECOVER.
the stone, after the throw.
the word, after it's said.
the occasion, after the loss.
the time, after it's gone.

i will not throw my family my friends away.
i will be mindful of what i say from now onwards.
i will try my best not to miss any occasions or any chances to make one smile.
i will treasure every moment i have with anyone.

i will be my own strength, i will stand up each time i fall and rise stronger.
i fell, still recovering from my fall. but im sure that will make me stronger.
i wanna thank all who were there for me. thanks. really. (: